I imagined that this would be the happiest time in my life, but the calm here is not what I dreamt of. One after another, the days come. Aways the same, bringing nothing. Is this the will of God? Is my future just a dark corridor with a bolted door at the end?
the way u have sex, it's like totally one-sided, it's like I'm not even there. If you wanna lose yourself in sex, you have to lose yourself in another person, and she has to lose herself in you. It's a two-way thing!